Okay So If I had to describe My life From When i was born to This very Instand Id have to be completley honest I missed out on alot. But to Be postive for like once there was some good memories. You know I constantley think about What if i die tomrrrow did i live my life to the fullest am i? You know I sometimes think Whats going to happen After life. Where will I be. Cause to be honest I Dont completley Trust that God Is there. Theres Time were I like to Hope. Times where I think its just me. And Times where I Know hes there. I just dont know. I think thats truley how I feel about everything. I Don’t know How High School will turn out. I dont know Who My friends are going to. I dont know If in like 5 years ill be some druggie who pregant. I dont know. I dont even know I today could be my last day. Sometimes What I think scares me. Like well alot of shit happen to me I dont belive in God? Its hard to when theres like alot sorts of stuff that contradict what the bible says.And Especially when i cant even feel comfterable around his people.