Truck full of Letters., I Don’t really have a dramatic story that made me...

I Don’t really have a dramatic story that made me like this. It just Sorta Happen I guess. I got Tired of people and Societys standards.To be honest It’s hard to love myself when you see someone better than you. Its Hard to be Happy cause There’s always someone who ruins it. I’m not trying to be depressed really I’m trying my hardest to become better But how can I when There are people or society just constantly putting you down.